Perfectionist

I have been told I was a perfectionist and that baffled me because I am very unorganized and not a task master by any means but it was explained to me that I want things to be perfect and if they are not I choose either to give up whatever it is or choose not to acknowledge it.  Just like my kids rooms, I always wanted them picture perfect- neat and orderly and clean, however, to them they are perfect because I helped create them and they don't see the unmade beds, stuff on floor, etc.  They just see their own individual rooms.